one more thing
Jan. 29th, 2005 09:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormsewerYesterday I was angry, and today I am sad.
And I just came to understand a key component of that sadness. That is that I really, truly believe that she will not find happiness with him. This conviction has nothing to do with wounded pride or my own interest in her. Even if we were completely platonic friends and had no romantic interest in each other whatsoever, I'd believe that as strongly as I believe it now. I truly care about her, and it breaks my heart to see her willingly go back to that situation.
I'm sorry to keep harping on this, but it's really thrown me for a loop.
And I just came to understand a key component of that sadness. That is that I really, truly believe that she will not find happiness with him. This conviction has nothing to do with wounded pride or my own interest in her. Even if we were completely platonic friends and had no romantic interest in each other whatsoever, I'd believe that as strongly as I believe it now. I truly care about her, and it breaks my heart to see her willingly go back to that situation.
I'm sorry to keep harping on this, but it's really thrown me for a loop.
