ruminant

[stormsewer]

I've been quiet lately. I've been wasting a lot of time on the one hand (school's out for the summer; work is hard to come by), but I've been thinking a lot on the other. Mostly about Junko, I suppose. Reevaluating, several months after breaking up, whether I think I'd be happier with or without her. I don't really want to discuss it with anyone else, because this decision needs to be made by me, taking into consideration only what I (and Junko) feel and think and need and want. I'm the only one who really knows those things, even if they're hard to determine. And I already know what pretty much everyone else thinks, anyway. So, I'm ruminating. There's a fair chance my decision will be to not make a decision, which would be nearly the same as deciding to remain apart, but we'll see.

she'll never break this heart of stone